Nutmeg!

While working at zoo these past months, I sort of forgotten that I was there for my internship because really, it felt nothing of that. Except when I receive my regular $550 pay check.

Down to my final month over there already. Still considering whether I should stay or not but really, nothing is finalized yet. At times, in life, we couldn't see what's in front of us until you notice a difference but couldn't tell just what's missing. That's when you're really missing it and looking silly.

雨下一整晚,你撑把小纸伞

白杨木
影子被拉长
像我对你的思念走不完

原来我从未习惯
你已不在我

身旁.

Beevers.

They:"What were you trying to do?"
Me:"I've no idea."
They:"What were you trying to prove?"

What was I trying to prove there? I stood there, in a state of amazement, wondering if those words were true. Wondering if they were meant for me. Talk to me when I'm a lot more sober because only then will I know what we are talking about.

I would call you up every Saturday night
And we both stayed out till the morning light
And we sang, "Here we go again"
And though time goes by
I will always be there for you, always be there.

Knitting some thing for you is a enjoyable.

That's why they mentioned that only at the moment when you loses some thing of great importance, will you finally understand its standing in your life. What a shame, why wait for some thing that important slip off your fingers when its here, as always?

What a shame.

The take over, the break's over.

I enjoy talking to you, slacking with you, joking with you, playing with you and just eating with you. But I'm unsure of certain things, I've no idea how to come clean with it.

You've got nothing to lose, don't be afraid to get down.

Get it enough.

They are content with simple, little pleasures in life. Content with loneliness as well. They thought that they've shrugged off and are living in happiness from now onwards but how wrong they were. Another heartbreak's coming their way, coming their way.

They'd never sing of love if it does not exist.

Now it kills me, to hear you say the simple things.

Dearest ( ),

Some says that I'm on the highway to hell, I really couldn't agree more to their remarks. I thought I was going nuts but after today, I'm pretty calm and steady, every thing's thrown out of my miserable little frame of mind.

It's not right, not okay to continue being this way that I've been for the past few days, especially.. It's been months and I've finally let it go, throughly. I'm glad, really delighted. I'm starting to understand that it was more of a mutual thing and it's never gonna be the same. I like the way things are now and thank you for every little sacrifice you made, they didn't went by unnoticed.

Yours affectionately,
Me.

The Swan.

There was this girl who once did mean stuffs to me, or rather a group of us, a very close group, told me that she believes in karma, I sincere wondered whether she really understand what she was saying.

But I believed her, especially after making such a dubious and unconvincing remark, because I think that one would only make such comments after experiencing it.

You're such a pretty face it's more than pleasing to the eyes.

Bali bali barley bali Bali.

The life of a rebel, who is to judge whether such acts of treachery are even right or wrong to begin with? Ever heard of the legendary "Bonnie & Clyde" story? They are not, of the slightest, afraid of the law or even what others think of them.

Think it's better to face such things with a sense of poise and rationality.