Requiem.

X'mas is again around the corner and this year, we're celebrating over at my place man. The tree & everything's here, including all the Mise En Place ingredients for the festive dinner on the eve itself :D

It's gonna be big this year, very different from last year in terms of the leisure activities we gonna have. Mahjong, L4D2, dota & movies whatever.

Everybody's changing & I don't feel the same.

Virtual Insanity in a very very mad world.

See, it's a crazy world we're living in
And I just can't see that half of us immersed in sin
Is all we have to give these

Futures made of virtual insanity
now always seem, to be governed by this love we have
For useless, twisting, our new technology
Oh now there is no sound for we all live underground!

And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I ever had
I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very very,
Mad world, Mad world

you're so good at the things you do!

More & more weird people everywhere,
doing weird stuffs,
making weird remarks.

That's strange?

Jay's status appear.

Now you want to be free, so I'm letting you fly.
Cause I know in my heart babe, our love will never die.

You'll always be a part of me, I'm part of you indefinitely.
Girl don't you know you can't escape me.
oh darling cause you'll always be my baby.

I know that you'll be back girl.
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder.
I know that, you'll be right back.
Oh, baby believe me it's only a matter of time.

Because time cant erase a feeling this strong.

The Beatles Forever.

"Hey Jude, don't make it bad.
Take a sad song and make it better.
Remember to let her into your heart,
Then you can start to make it better.

Try to see it my way,
Do I have to keep on talking till I can't go on?
While you see it your way,
Run the risk of knowing that our love may soon be gone.
We can work it out,
We can work it out.

Michelle, ma belle
These are words that go together well
My Michelle

Michelle, ma belle
Sont les mots qui vont tres bien ensemble
Tres bien ensemble

I love you, I love you, I love you
That's all I want to say
Until I find a way
I will say the only words I know that
You'll understand.

Ah, look at all the lonely people
Ah, look at all the lonely people,

All the lonely people
Where do they all come from ?
All the lonely people
Where do they all belong ?"

Boomz!

"And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back"

I'm pretty glad that every thing that's happening nowadays are smooth after some recent unhappy events. No doubts that everybody's at fault for what had happened but I'm sure non of us wanted that to happen.

Anyway this is suppose to be a happy post. So first up, had culinary science today. As usual, Baron's the funny/lame guy of the class. Can't forget his 'toss'! Next is the cutting of various types of veggies. For example carrots, onions and etc..

A couple of my classmates actually hurt themselves so have to be really careful when handling knifes! Then we end at 4.15pm around there, went home, took a shower and left for school (again) for band.

Practiced "Machu Picchu" today. Have to admit its a very very challenging piece for both me and my section but I've faith. I know we can play it well, just a pity some people don't share the same views as me.

The year's concert will bring mix feelings for me. I've never thought that servicing can be of so much fun and I'm probably numb from whatever's happening inside the room. Perhaps the interest is not there anymore and we're there because of our individual responsibility.

This coming concert will end everything. Hopefully, farewell guys.

Cocoberry.

Changes are inevitable. They can prove to be beneficial or harmful in the future but for now, I've no idea what's gonna happen. Anyways, I'm pretty positive about the future and what lies ahead. Often changes requires sacrifices and a lot of understanding from those affected by the changes.

Recently, there's so many happenings in my life that really made me "grow up/mature" in a split second. Despite me working as a part time, quite a couple of customers actually know me and they praise me (as well as shook hands). I kinda think that they're drunk or something but oh well, think it as a compliment!

Next up. I'm changing my approach towards the band and my section. But i feel that I'm starting to give up on them. Maybe i should take a break.

Hotel, Motel & Holiday Inn.

"Tie A Yellow Ribbon Round the Old Oak Tree"

Good morning fellow earthlings,

No doubt it has been a long time so long that its hard to even mention in the first place. But things are so different from when i just started, definitely.

This coming Sunday, 4th of October, will be the Zoo performance at 3pm. Its a performance put up by the Temasek Polytechnic Concert Band. My attendance for this holiday's the worst possible attendance any individual can have! Attending like 3-4 practice or even lesser. Well, many things corked up all of a sudden and 24hrs a day is seriously not enough!

But I supposed that even with 48 hrs a day, I will most probably be sleeping for 12hrs haha! Oh well, if they accept me to performance for them despite the poor attendance, I will definately give my 200% (I will dig out the extra 100% from my pocket).

Next up, some thing really special for just me and sayang. Well I'm not supposed to let the cat out of the bag on my blog guys, so you just have to wait for the pictures man!

Alright, its pretty early right now, its 0703 hours. Sleeping time!

Rock & Rock loser.

I gotta feeling, that this week's gonna be a good week. However its gonna be a busy week, as well!

You guys won't see me during band, in sch or anywhere. Not because I want to but because I need to fulfill my promises. Till then, we will meet again before then zoo performance I'm sure i will attend band at least once.

Ciaozzxzxzx

There will be an answer..

"When I find myself in times of trouble
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be."

She gave me the best solution.

"And in my hour of darkness
She is standing right in front of me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be."

She make sure that I understand.

Evil Dead.

I'm always trying to find reasons for every decisions I've made but recently there are a lot of different temptations and no doubt they are leading me away from my original desires.

But the fact being that I've too much restrictions. I've to admit these restrictions were created from the poor decisions from the past and now I've to make everything right.

I guess i will just stick to a thing at a time.

Army of Darkness

I'm a better player now.

Like a castle, build upon a sandy beach. Gone too soon. It seems like our dear Michael's finally getting his final resting place, I'm happy for him after years of struggling. It has never been easy for him, all that turmoil and lawsuits. Tsk life's never easy I should say when you're one of the rich and famous.

Alright.

Life's been so far so good but of course, there are sacrifices along the way. An event's coming up, same repertoiress as before. I must make sure I nail it perfectly so as to justify that I'm not losing my touches & that I'm better than the other 'David'.

It's a secret.... Shhhh

Me & Mrs. Jones,
We got a thing going on.
We both know that it's wrong
but it's much too wrong,
to let it go now.

We meet every day at the same cafe,
Six-Thirty and no one knows she will be there.
Holding hands, making all kinds of plans.
While the juke box play our favourite songs.

We gotta be extra careful.

Minuman Sarang Burung

These few days were quite unproductive, I was either working or spending time away like literally. It's my first time working a night job. I have to say it's seriously not easy to cope with the changes in time.

One moment, you're sleeping at 6am. The next thing you know, you wake up on the same day and heading to work again. But the pay's good, at least to me, at this stage of my life being 18 years of age.

Today i suddenly have this realization. Which is the fact that by saying 'yes', we're in fact opening ourselves to so much more opportunities(which is the idea behind the movie 'yes man') in life! So i shall start saying yes to more things.

Shall start with .....

P.S. I just realise that band resume on 31st of August. (Y)

678-999-8212

This legend, a trumpet Maestro, remain as my top idol.
Maynard Ferguson.

My work place is Bellini Grande.
It is a modern day supper club.
I work there as a part timer.
That place is damn graceful & hip at the same time.
You will feel like you're in the mix of retro/classic & 21st century.
How cool is that?

I like the bands there.
They're better known as "Bellini House Band" & "5 series".
They're highly talented.
They're highly musical.
They're the best jazz band in S'pore I should say.

They inspire me.
They reminded me why I'm working there (although they don't have a trumpeter there).
They reminded me that I'm working there because of:

1. The money.
2. The unique night life.
3. Still the money.

They showed me what it mean by performing in front of crowds & at the same time, arousing them with their music.

They're cool.
I like them.
(Y)

Practice more.

Singaporeans cannot be praised. That's a fact. Because once you praise them, they get proud & think that they're damn good. But in fact they're not. So guys, please don't praise me anymore. I'm a Singaporean!

Practice more. Give me 2 months.

Let's get the fundamentals right!

START WITH LONG NOTES.

Danny Boy

"Oh Danny boy, the pipes, the pipes are calling
From glen to glen, and down the mountain side
The summer's gone, and all the roses falling
'This you, 'this you must go and I must bide.
But come ye back when summer's in the meadow
Or when the valley's hushed and white with snow
'This I'll be here in sunshine or in shadow
Oh Danny boy, oh Danny boy, I love you so."

Sunkist Orange Juice

Me & my section. Damn they improve so much, made me feel successful as well. I always think I'm some kind of manager, leading a team of young guys (Arsenal)

Yesterday was the lunch box. Quite tired though, slept at 4am wake up at 8. The performance in a whole was quite a success i should say despite the fact that the crowd seem to be lesser than previous performances we had.

The solo(s) that i had was bad, real bad. Got really nervous, poor air control, hand shaking. But like what i always say, it's a performance to learn, so grab every chance to performance. If i haven't grab this change to play 4 solo, i probably won't learn how to effectively prepare myself for a solo. (Y)

Bottom line is: Practice more often, the correct way.

The 7th Night Of July.

Do you understand?

Silence in the air can be disturbing at times but the act of thinking is so vulnerable that many fail to appreciate. Listening to music, while reading a book can of the simplest yet the most fulfilling act of self enrichment.

Many times people misunderstood me. That's perfectly fine. Without darkness, one can never truly understand the importance of light.

It's fine :)

Lunch time performance.

Enough said.

Only until everything is over then we'll learn. Not bad though the content of the chat we had. Modesty is the language we use nowadays but the hard work and glory was what we earned in the past. Ah fuck it, why so emotional? Be glad that it's over, look forward!

Who could really blame you?

"When you walked through the door
It was clear to me
You’re the one they adore, who they came to see
You’re a... rock star
Everybody wants you
Player... Who could really blame you
We're the ones who made you"

Still don't give a fuck.

I gotta feeling,
that tonight's gonna be a good night.

Indeed, it was a night well spent. Despite our various differences, we still managed to built a rapport among us. I love you :D

Anyway, recently I had a chat with my care-person. It was quite a long chat but trust me she did enlighten me on many many things. Her experience in life is vast and very rewarding to listen to.

I'm heading route A. No regrets.

Rebel Yell with coke.

After doing this particular thing for about a month or so, I suddenly had a change in target. Which I think is quite cool. Never to judge or look down on something for we are not as good as well. So yeah, hopefully I can get in, EVENTUALLY.

Future Tokyo Kosei Wind's Trumpeter (like real)

Many people are unaware of this but in fact they have strong influencing power among their peers, depending on which organisation they belong to. When i started learning the trumpet, there ain't much good players around but it's only then when I joined TP band then I actually had an idea of what other bands are doing.

It inspired me. And dude, you had all the damn cool recordings from Tokyo Kosei. Now that's GAY!

Alright, I shall start practicing with the 3c mouthpieces. To be a pro, you have to act like one. HAHA

"Just Don't Give A Fuck"

Well the title is a song by Eminem. I always fancy his songs because his lyrics are not the common kind you hear from songs. They are expressions of how he felt towards the society.

And now that's how I feel. Just don't give a fuck.

ABC.

I'm having this mix emotions in me right now, in fact for the past few days. It's like you really want to do this, you heart wanted you to do this but you mind simply rejects the idea because you have this thing in you and it's called responsibility.

I simply can't take the risk.

Stanley

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering,
why I got out of bed at all.
The morning rain clouds up my window,
but I can't see at all.
Even if I could, it'd all be gray but you picture's on my wall.
It reminds me that it's not so bad,
it's not bad.

Dream on.

"Sing with me, sing for the years
Sing for the laughter, sing for the tears
Sing with me, if its just for today
Maybe tomorrow the good lord will take you away"

Recently, things have been roller coaster rides for me. There are so many crazy asses everywhere in Singapore. It's insane how they can actually believe things that don't even exist. Things simply sucks this week, from dealing with crazy shits to the death of the king of pop, Michael Jackson.

The thing about him that really earn my respect is the level of difficulty, not for his dancemoves, but his songs. Take a look at "Gone Too Soon" or even "Beat It". It's that damn tough to sing his songs well.

That's why he's irreplacable. And we should really thank him for all the things he has done, all the charity work, all the donations and the "WOW!" that he gave us. I can only think of one reason for his shock departure from us. The Lord needed him more than we need him :D

Rest well, Michael.

Go Rocky.

"What is it you said to the kid? The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It's a very rough, mean place... and no matter how tough you think you are, it'll always bring you to your knees and keep you there, permanently... if you let it. You or nobody ain't never gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't about how hard you hit... it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward... how much you can take, and keep moving forward. If you know what you're worth, go out and get what you're worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hit..."

F the bottle

This few days are simply mixed emotions. One moment you're happy, one moment you are pissed off. Crazy people are everywhere, they worry about things that don't exist or simply living in their own world.

I'm in no position to judge anybody.

But somehow I feel that it's unfair that I'm going through this yet somebody who actually proposed the idea is not doing anything and just pass it to me. If I'm really pissed, tell you what, I will just pass the whole thing back to where it started and you better watch it, coz I'm not part of it.

Princess day.

Like a rainbow, fading in the twinkling of an eye..

Today's your princess day, please promise me that you will be optimistic no matter whatever shits' thrown at you, for you're flawless in my eyes. You are standing in front of me, waving yet i couldn't see a thing. That was how i felt at times of desperation.

Mood swings are often and unpredictable, they come and go as and when they like it. Seriously no idea why, they make me laugh at times knowing that you didn't mean what you said but you look cute when you scold me.

Often thinking too much or planning too deep into the future, just only make me realise that you're the one for me. I never thought that it would be you, just like how you thought in the first place but yeah it hell is. I love you and will try to make life fucking comfortable for the both of us :D

Once again, happy 18th birthday to you, my dearest baby - Azraini :D

Shawty got low low low low.

(Flu)

There are days when you're sick. I'm often the strong kid of the family but still, at times, I will still be like others and fall ill.

And is the best period of fall sick.

Falling sick is nothing unusual but what's happening around the world simply adds more concern to my illness- flu. People are damn concern about the current swine flu to the extend that there's hardly any soul in the train.

I'm practicing self-quarantine this week, how cool is that?

The wonder years.

"Growing up happens in a heartbeat. One day you're in diapers, the next day you're gone. But the memories of childhood stay with you for the long haul. I remember a place, a town, a house, like a lot of houses. A yard like a lot of other yards. On a street like a lot of other streets. And the thing is, after all these years, I still look back...with wonder."

Every things just went by so fast.

Tsk Tsk

You know what they say right?
"Hell's so close, Heaven's out of reach"

"Ah look at all the lonely people,
Ah look at all the lonely people.

All the lonely people
Where do they all come from ?
All the lonely people
Where do they all belong ?"

So one simple conclusion- Hell knows no boundaries. So that means anybody who sins, also known as a sinner, should go to hell but which degree you're at is basically virtually unknown. That means you are just some random soul, hanging/stuck in hell forever.

Well, the whole point of saying this is, i think I'm one of those sinners if I don't realise quick on my behaviour. Praise the lord!

-.-

(A letter from the CC?)

This was what woke me up and ultimately, pissing me off for the rest of the day. I mean I was sleeping and then i received a phone call from my dad, he told me I received a letter from the CC, which is the community club.

Then i took a look at it, i was like **** ***. I have no idea why they send it to me, I mean c'mon I'm like a nobody in this area and I'm not interested.

Don't be a baby!

It's so near yet so far away. Nobody knows why as well, for things were meant to be this way. Much love for the faith departed. You're such a talented bastard but well, it's just not that case when life's a bore.

This is David.

The war with ants will never end, we have won several key battles but believe me, it's not the end of the war. They are everywhere, if you happen to see one, simply spray "Shieldtox".

If you happen to come over to my place, you're the resistant.

Damn.

I'm fucking pissed off with all the compiling work that I'm doing after like 2 days. Fuck shit the program sucks like hell. I know I'm going to burn in hell for saying/scolding/typing/cursing all these vulgarities but it's simply because I'm fucking pissed off.

What's more, after finishing at 5.10am, I realised that there's errors in the 3rd trumpet part. Fuck it. Camp starts at 9. Nice one man, nice one. I love early mornings.

For those about to rock,

Looking into his eyes, it showed nothing short of experiences that non of us had ever been through. The random words he's saying are knowledge that some might acquire along the way. Situation's getting out of hand, teach me how to solve them.

How did things get to where they are?

For we didn't expect it coming, for we are lazy, for we are complacent in this micro world. Tomorrow's the doom day and things ain't looking like what they should be, not only that many other things are waiting for me to answer them. Damn, life's planned out even before we know about it.

That's fate.

Waking up in vegas.

Ain't you a cutie?

Things couldn't have been better man, i mean seriously! Projects are piling up like sandwiches with nobody bother eating/clearing/settling/doing/finishing them.

Weird as it seemed, I happened to come across this particular note. A note that's so unique that among the many many notes that are present in front of me, I took notice of it. The note is something like a how bad/mean are you.

I tried to do it, like you know, behind close doors and the result is relatively expected lah. Which is i should be dead.

But one thing for sure is nobody's perfect for we all sin.

New found

I don't feel comfortable working with you or receiving criticisms from you. Things were different before you came into the picture. Things known as cultures were there for a reason and you came, changed the whole system and now eliminating us.

That's seriously uncool dude.

We'll start a fresh.

Doing what you do best doesn't mean you're the best. Got a slap from above, the higher powers, and the effects were long lasting. Not trying to justify the fact that recent events that took place were not my fault.

They are my fault but they are partly because of my lack of faith and I have got to admit, the luring from the devil's really strong. Everybody's a sinner but we all want to change for that's what make us humans.

There's no way anybody can hide anything from him for he's the one who makes and break. He's everywhere, he's always trying his best to get you closer to him than to his counterpart.

And
Dear Lord I'm doing all I can to be a better man ;)

Heaven out of reach.

Life's been great.

Sleeping late, waking up early. That's the lifestyle nowadays but soon, it will change for the better. Weather has been relatively unpredictable, some days it's hot like hell, some other days it just rain without warning- results of global warming must be!

Band camp's coming, so that means ensemble night's coming as well. Currently, unprepared at all but no worries we will be competing for honours in no time ;)

Found a couple of suitable ensemble pieces for the current trumpet section. We are lacking in numbers hence have to find pieces which can cater to everybody's strength but in the end, no matter which section wins the ensemble competition, we all win.

P.S. I love my girlfriend!

Backspace.

By right, I should be revising for my accounting test right now. But some more i don't feel the pressure whatsoever man, this ain't right. Crazy as it sound but i really have no mood to even read or look at the notes man..

Alright, after my last game of texas, I'll revise. Promise man.

The devil within.

There's a devil in all of us, undeniable fact though. No way of defeating it, I mean come on, it has been around since god's around. There's always 2 sides to things, good & bad.

We're all allowing devil to stay in us, it feeds on the sin we make, are making and have made. Some times you hate, the devil's happy. Some times you're angry, the devil's happy. Some times you're envious, greedy, lusty, full of pride. All these acts just excites the devil in you.

So which side do you support?

Happy 18th birthday to myself!

Smells like teen spirit.

I heard that when any of your close ones are in some sort of danger, you can feel it. I mean it's like you can feel that some parts of you hurt as well but it's not that case i guess.

Perhaps only happens if you're really close or you guys are twins lah.

Anyway this week was relatively fantastic. Played soccer for the first time since god knows when man. Of course, played as my most comfortable position- Goal Keeper. Managed to keep the scoreline respectable.

Hope there's games for us to play again soon :)

So now I'm heading to my bed, not to sleep but to revise for tomorrow's test man. Dreading it.

Happy MAMA day.

Happy Mother's Day :D

Going to buy cake now!

Stronger

"I don`t know what`s right and what`s real anymore
I don`t know how I`m meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
`Cuz I`m being taken over by The Fear"

It's much easier to turn into the emotional side of you rather than staying at the happy side. Long bus rides, listening to 'emo' songs and perhaps, reminiscing the past. People are getting sulkier than ever these days, staring blankly.

People are going past me day in day out, but how many of them really make an impact in my life? What roles do i play in others' life? Perhaps significant, perhaps not.

Sing for the tear.

"Yeah, sing with me, sing for the year
Sing for the laugh, sing for the tear
Sing with me, if it's just for today
Maybe tomorrow, the good Lord will take you away"

Will I make it big in life?

I always wanted to take up this path in life because I really liked it a lot. I will try but if opportunities don't come, i have no choice as well.

Bittersweet Poetry

"Bittersweet
You're gonna be the death of me
I don't want you, but I need you
I love you and hate you at the very same time
Bittersweet"

Thinking of you.

(Nice picture!)

"You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center"

Maybe one of these days, we happen to forget who we really are and do things unintentionally but the fact is that, we never did changed at all. We are still the same and I still love you just as much, or even more than last time.

I love you darling :D

She's know the truth, a decaying tooth.

"Over and in, last call for sin
While everyone's lost, the battle is won
With all these things that I've done"

Hey what's up guys? Been really really busy the past few days, partly due to school. Currently I'm studying at TAS. Many of you might wonder like:" what the heck is TAS, he forever TAS TAS!". Alright, let me give you a rough idea of TAS.

Firstly, TAS simply represents "Tourism Academy @ Sentosa". It's somewhat a school, rebuild or rather furnished, repainted and stuff, from a former military base. I think it's quite cool except that the place don't really look appealing for studies.

Next, it's located at Sentosa. People confirm like:" wah piang, lame sia this guy. so obvious". Ok, it's for the benefit of those COCK EYE PEOPLE WHO CANNOT SEE WHAT'S IN BOLD.

Well, the school actually set up this TAS thingy for courses like: LRM- Leisure & Resort Management(2.1), HTM- Hospitality & Tourism Management & Foreign students studying HTB- Hospitality & Tourism Business.

So my timetable is sucky, I end at 6 everyday. I wanna type a couple of vulgarities here but i won't. HAHA!

So long for now!

Are we human or are we denser?

"Pay my respects to grace and virtue
Send my condolences to good
Hear my regards to soul and romance
They always did the best they could"

Today, my life seemed to be on the fast lane. Many things were talked about, dinner with former classmates and stuff. Really fun and all. Dreams were said, promises were made and actions will soon be done.

情人的眼淚

Tonight's a weird night, without a shadow of a doubt. I can feel it, somehow. I mean tonight is no different from other nights that I had experienced before except that it came with a touch of emptiness in me.

For the countless time, I felt empty. I'm like alone, on a deserted island. It's not a good feeling at all.

Basically what I'm trying to say is I'm a complacent person and I, very often, would take things into my hands, which is not good. So I should relax and calm myself down.

When I thought I knew almost everything, the confidence level's high and strong, BANG. Somethings I read or what just prove me wrong and let me understand that what I actually knew was 0.0000001% of what others knew.

"為 什 麼 要 對 你 掉 眼 淚
你 難 道 不 明 白 為 了 愛
只 有 那 有 情 人 眼 淚 最 珍 貴
一 顆 顆 眼 淚 都 是 愛 都 是 愛

為 什 麼 要 對 你 掉 眼 淚
你 難 道 不 明 白 為 了 愛
要 不 是 有 情 郎 跟 我 要 分 開
我 眼 淚 不 會 掉 下 來 掉 下 來

好 春 纔 來 春 花 正 開
你 怎 捨 得 說 再 會
我 在 深 閨 望 穿 秋 水
你 不 要 忘 了 我 情 深 深 如 海

為 什 麼 要 對 你 掉 眼 淚
你 難 道 不 明 白 為 了 愛
要 不 是 有 情 郎 跟 我 要 分 開
我 眼 淚 不 會 掉 下 來 掉 下 來"

Arsenal vs Liverpool.

Go Gunners!

Well Arsenal's without hitman Adebayor and Van Persie, but that's alright. We have Vela, eduardo and walcott. Cool :D

Ponyo on the cliff by the sea.

(My favourite chinese movie.)

"Ponyo on the cliff by the sea".

It's not just a story about a love tale between a fish and human being, it's more about the magic of love and the sacrifice one makes when it comes to love.

Understand the story, can help play better :D

I will learn to love TAS.

New Semester- @ Sentosa.

(As you can see, I'm focused on Mahjong games & taking picture :D)

Dude, haven't been to this little spot for quite some time. Hey that doesn't mean i don't give a damn about this blog. Well school's gonna start in a couple of hours (boring like shit) and I'm quite "lucky", you can ask me why I'm lucky @ msn.

Anyway, the thought of going to Sentosa for the next 6 months kinda freaked me out. I mean it's going to be boring but on the other hand, i think it's gonna be fun :)

And yeah, went to the band chalet. It was fun, 3/4 of my time there was mahjong while the other 1/4 was resting, watching tv and slacking outside.

Alright, it's dark right now so yeah, i can sense my bed's whispering to my ears..

Peace out.

Pissed.

(Kid with middle finger, only he knows how i feel =p)


I have made mistakes before but damn that was truly, wow unexpected. I thought everything's cool man but i was wrong and I'm looking at the front door, perhaps it's time to take my exit.

I mean come on, I can't believe that I was actually 'punked' by you. Dude you truly lived up the name of fat bitch.

Rock Band 2.

Don't you just love such games? Damn I'm addicted damn damn damn.

I love banana, if you know what i mean..

I hate rainy days. They stink, literally. I mean there's like this foul smell coming from rain drops and it simply stink -.-

Oh well meanwhile the exchange's coming, syf is also coming. In actual fact they happen to commence on the same day but of course, different schools have different date.

Band practices are becoming to be more of a chore than going there really with the interest, i mean most of my friends have like left band. Actually I only have a classmate in there, Rachael. But still, the band's getting smaller. Darn come band leh, not fun meh? Making music together. I really like it man.

Think about it, there are many many benefits of playing or listening to music. For example, it helps you de-stress. Everybody has it, no denial. But the thing is how are you going to fully "defuse" the stress bomb from you? For me it's basically music. Listening to pop, rhythm & blue, BIG BAND kinda music, man that's like heaven on earth.

Oh and did i mention before that the music room has this smell that's comfortably disguised that lingers around the whole room. And bang! we're used to it because we have been there for a long, continuous period of time. It's like the unique smell of your room, you get what i mean? I bet you do.

Now come on, the main message of this post is to persuade you guys to not give up on this band man, i love this band, i love the people inside, i love Mr Tan (opps gay), i love the chairs that just can't be "double-stacked", i love the carpet floor that absorbs saliva the way i like it, i love the trumpet I'm using now and etc.. There's a list of things i love in that room!

Come to band after the exchange, there's still a lot of unfinished music-making businesses with you guys.

And yeah man, i love my girlfriend a lot. I still have that heart pouncing sensation when we head out for date. hehehehehe :D

Back for the moment.

yo what's up guys.

First of all, I'm still alive and kicking and still very much into mahjong and band music.

Thanks for the concern folks!

Alright now for some of the news about me, unfortunately, which I believe you guys would be very keen on reading :) Ok basically, my computer, along with many other computers around the world are found out to be so-called "fake users" of window. So yeah they managed to detect that and my computer was forced to shut down.

So now you guys have to wait a little longer before i can come online or blog again. Sorry bout that, hope there's no love lost folks.

Peace out!

CNY

"To the Muslim world, we seek a new way forward, based on mutual interest and mutual respect. To those leaders around the globe who seek to sow conflict, or blame their society's ills on the West: know that your people will judge you on what you can build, not what you destroy. To those who cling to power through corruption and deceit and the silencing of dissent, know that you are on the wrong side of history; but that we will extend a hand if you are willing to unclench your fist."

-- Barack Obama delivers his inaugural address

Happy Chinese New Year folks!

Perception.

Hey all, what's up?

Recently many things or events happened. Some were unpleasant, some were fantastic news. Well it's about how you perceive each news that determine whether they are good/bad news.

For example, I lost my phone. But it actually mean that I can change my plan and phone!

YAY

Next, I did badly for my 1.1 but instead of feeling really bad, i had friends who were quite close to me and yeah now I'm trying to do better.

Next thing i want to change about myself is:

1. Modesty. Dave, you're not the best in the world, YET. OK! I'm not the best in the world.

See each loss as a gain. And you'll feel so much happy-er :D

Wine wine wine wine wine

Wondering when will my F&B lecture about wine appreciation?

Beside, the next assignment's about wine label, that means I'll have to drink wine to order to get those label! HAHA

給我一首歌的時間

"能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里你不用害怕失眠,
如果你想忘记我也能失忆"

I'm still wondering why i care so much about what's going on although it's non of my concern. Stop it dude, get a life. Shall sleep now!

I'm on my knees.

"An empty shell
I used to be
Shadow of my life
Was hangin over me

A broken man
Without a throne
Won't even stand the devils dance
To win my soul"

YAY!

"The length of a man's ring finger may predict his success as a financial trader. Researchers at the University of Cambridge in England report that men with longer ring fingers, compared to their index fingers, tended to be more successful in the frantic high-frequency trading in the London financial district."

:D

One Love.

I love my girlfriend.

I cherish the times we had.

And i know there're gonna be so much more of such times!

:D

New Year Resolution.

Now it's time to make some 2009 new year resolution!

1. Stay as healthy as possible. (Exercise's the prime)

2. Healthy Financial Status. Rich is unnecessary, enough is good enough.

3. Live a life which is so much different from the rest.

4. Drink minimal amount of alcoholic beverages.

5. Love and respect everybody around.

6. Continue making music.

7. Study hard enough to earn grades which i deserve.

8. Win 4D! YAY! (I've to put some ridiculous things right?)

That's all. To me, a simple life is all i actually need. I don't need too many friends, I don't really need a lifestyle which belonged to the rich and famous. I just need myself, my girl & some friends :D

Keep rocking!

aim higher than usual

I LIKE THIS PICTURE


Open house, over!

Next stop ----> SAF BAND & TP BAND EXCHANGE!

Marketing - 19th Jan
F&B - 19th Jan

Let it rock.

"Cause she walk like a boss
Talk like a boss
Manicure nails just set the pedicure off
She's fly effortlessly"

Is it better off without money or better with money?

Beggin.

"What we doing what we chasin'
Why the bottom, why the basement
Why we got good shit don't embrace it
Why the feel for the need to replace me"

If you've a million bucks, because somebody thinks that you're really cool & would like you to have 1 million, how would you spend it?

What's the thing you wanna buy first?

Viva la vida!

This was what I've watched last night, it's madness!

Happy 2009!

Gemini
5/21 – 6/21

Quickie
Your challenges are causing some frustration in the lives of your loved ones today.

Overview

Misunderstandings are all too common today, thanks to cranky communication technology and people's general muddle-headedness. You might be able to cut through it for one important message, though.

Happy New Year Mate!