The devil within.

There's a devil in all of us, undeniable fact though. No way of defeating it, I mean come on, it has been around since god's around. There's always 2 sides to things, good & bad.

We're all allowing devil to stay in us, it feeds on the sin we make, are making and have made. Some times you hate, the devil's happy. Some times you're angry, the devil's happy. Some times you're envious, greedy, lusty, full of pride. All these acts just excites the devil in you.

So which side do you support?

Happy 18th birthday to myself!

Smells like teen spirit.

I heard that when any of your close ones are in some sort of danger, you can feel it. I mean it's like you can feel that some parts of you hurt as well but it's not that case i guess.

Perhaps only happens if you're really close or you guys are twins lah.

Anyway this week was relatively fantastic. Played soccer for the first time since god knows when man. Of course, played as my most comfortable position- Goal Keeper. Managed to keep the scoreline respectable.

Hope there's games for us to play again soon :)

So now I'm heading to my bed, not to sleep but to revise for tomorrow's test man. Dreading it.

Happy MAMA day.

Happy Mother's Day :D

Going to buy cake now!

Stronger

"I don`t know what`s right and what`s real anymore
I don`t know how I`m meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
`Cuz I`m being taken over by The Fear"

It's much easier to turn into the emotional side of you rather than staying at the happy side. Long bus rides, listening to 'emo' songs and perhaps, reminiscing the past. People are getting sulkier than ever these days, staring blankly.

People are going past me day in day out, but how many of them really make an impact in my life? What roles do i play in others' life? Perhaps significant, perhaps not.

Sing for the tear.

"Yeah, sing with me, sing for the year
Sing for the laugh, sing for the tear
Sing with me, if it's just for today
Maybe tomorrow, the good Lord will take you away"

Will I make it big in life?

I always wanted to take up this path in life because I really liked it a lot. I will try but if opportunities don't come, i have no choice as well.

Bittersweet Poetry

"Bittersweet
You're gonna be the death of me
I don't want you, but I need you
I love you and hate you at the very same time
Bittersweet"