When every thing's good, it's going great!

Call It What You Want!

2012-01-29T22:06:00.007+08:00

(Phuket, Thailand - The Land of Smiles :) 2011!)

(Sheryl's Birthday 2011)

(Universal Studio S'pore 2011!)

(Graduation 2011!)

(Christmas Celebration 2011!)

(Bmt/POP LOH! 2011-12)

(The Prince leaving for Aussie 2011)

Hello Everybody!

Its 29th January already.. Gosh time flies and 2 weeks ago I just entered SOA and now I'm seven days away from passing out of heaven? Life has been absolutely kind and welcoming to me, letting me win a bit out of gambling!

Well, since we're already one month into 2012, lets do a year end review (well, slightly I know) for year 2011! (Of course only the significant events, I mean, who cares about the little details anyway?)

1 MORE MONTH TO POP!

2011-12-10T12:06:00.004+08:00

Dim Sum feast !

Dearest Diary,

I'm glad that everything's back to normal, like really relieved. Gotta give big thank to all those who assisted me in their own ways, appreciated these gestures. Well like the topic suggests, its one more fucking month to pop after like wut? 15 weeks in bmtc? Can't wait seriously.

One piece.

2011-04-16T22:27:00.005+08:00

WOW! It has been a really really long and enduring time since I've even step into this little, confined space of mine! Well so much to say, coming close to 4 months into a regimental lifestyle with the SAF, all that we've endure, all the sufferings.

Just completed my 6 days 5 nights combined field camp & sit test the day before. Have to admit, it was undoubtly the toughest part of my entire bmt phase, like all the punishments, all the time restrictions, all the various disciplines eg light, sound, noise that we've to take extra care because we're out at field.

Not easy but I'm glad we made it, all of us, really respect. I love my company, my platoon mates, lastly my bunk mates man. Without any one of us, these wouldn't have been possible at all.

Yesterday, we had a mini celebration for the end of field camp, all that shagness all vanished the moment we met each other, really hype up to see them! HAHA Went for a good meal at vivo city - Marusui Fish Market! Super delicious and my wallet had a hole after that but oh well.

Right thats all the time i have today, as always emotional Saturday since I've just watched 'Apple of my eyes' - memories ah.

Alas!
PURPOSE, ENDEAVOUS, SPIRIT BRONCO!

夢醒時分

2011-03-26T10:58:00.000+08:00

你說　你愛了不該愛的人　你的心中滿是傷痕
你說　你犯了不該犯的錯　心中滿是悔恨

你說　你嚐盡了生活的苦　找不到可以相信的人
你說　你感到萬分沮喪　甚至開始懷疑人生

早知道傷心總是難免的　你又何苦一往情深
因為愛情總是難捨難分　何必在意那一點點溫存
要知道傷心總是難免的　在每一個夢醒時分
有些事情你現在不必問　有些人你永遠不必等

Graduate loh!

2011-03-24T18:56:00.006+08:00

Had our graduation night celebration last night. Was the perfect occasion in my opinion and surely the best possible end for our 3 years stint in Temasek Poly. I mean its these guys that I've been seeing since like 2007?! Surely memories will stay with me forever.

Here are some of the pictures which I personally like it a lot!

Think about 'chu

2011-03-09T10:07:00.002+08:00

Its March already, how time flies by past us without signs of stopping. Haven't posted since early February and that is because of the hectic schedule of ours, being a student is pretty much about deadlines and assignments often dealing with late nights and last minute adrenaline rush. But all these are no longer my issue since I'm past that phase though there's still a last hurdle - Exam results. Not too worried but still concern over 'Dest planning & development'. Was the last paper hence nothing went in and needless to explain, the paper was, 'well constructed'.

Then again, can't complain since it probably doesn't make any difference. Could just pray hard that no supp for it and results should be out in a week's time. Since its about 3 weeks from my overseas trip to Indonesia, decided to work 'causually' to earn some cash for it since its gonna be 2 weeks spent there. Might fall in love with the country if I stay any longer.

Anyway caught the Arsenal vs Barcelona game moments ago & all I could say is luck isn't by our side this time, but it will the next time ;) Lets go gunners for life.

Baby Goodnight

2011-02-09T19:07:00.001+08:00

Well it has been almost a month from my last update. Has been insanely busy with projects and assignments, great I must say because it keeps one busy and away from weird, pointless thoughts like what's will happen in the future, what to do, what to study and stuffs. Better to focus on what's happening now right?

Loving you.

2010-12-20T01:29:00.003+08:00

Christmas Tree!

The time for festive celebration is here once again, just played my last mahjong game of my life, decided to quit the much loved game for good after series of poor and disappoint/discouraging hands. Though it gave me much pleasure during my three year stint playing the game, I still felt that its better that I stop for awhile.

On a lighter note, despite all that deadline and hectic schedule, Christmas is coming!

Saw beyond what others see.

2010-12-08T23:01:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow's my last paper for this term, seriously can't wait for it to be over so that I can have more time for myself and other activities. After which will be preparing for projects and other random stuffs, endless.

Only revised 2 lectures and basically 4 more to go, how to get through the night?

So Far Away

2010-12-06T00:01:00.004+08:00

He will live foREVer

"How do I live without the ones I love
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned
Place and time always on my mind
And the light you left remains but it's so hard to stay
When I have so much to say and you're so far away"

We shouldn't stay in a place for too long, before we develop attachments for it. I do miss you but i know it was the right move to leave, before you even know it. Nothing last forever and all good things have to come to an inevitable end. I'm glad the pace of things are what it is right now and who knew what things might be if I've stayed?
Not interested and not looking back.

Without me

2010-12-05T20:08:00.005+08:00

Real Madrid 0 - 5 Messi

Has always been a dream of mine to add a sofa in my room and now it's finally there in front of me! Was a great and quick decision to add it, really like it a lot ;D Piss, holiday's coming so it's probably time to relax after quite an exhausting first term, with 6 tests and 2 individual submissions, I believe we all deserved it.

Went for a korean concert night yesterday and DARN was it good. With my favourite 2pm and 2am there how can i not be there to show my support! The casts were Mblaq, Miss A, B2st, 2am and 2pm! The concert was DAEEEBAK! speechless much.

Does not make concessions.

2010-11-25T21:04:00.002+08:00

This is a really remarkable week. Every thing's hectic and rush with everybody pushing for time, whether is it tests or reports deadline. Guess every body's doing a really good job at the moment ;)

Done with spa assignment so is it time for some football manager?

We'll be on very thin ice..

2010-11-25T02:22:00.001+08:00

There are plenty of things to do yet always, so little time available. Perhaps it's what life is all about. Arsenal's not performing very well recently but still, I'll support them no matter what happens right?

Besides that, I'm very addicted to football manager but guess what, I'm managing Liverpool! I just can't stand their poor performances despite a star studded team, so obviously something's not right.. Hence I appeared!

And guys, you should listen to 'auto tune the news' on youtube, they're freaking awesome!

Liquid Luck?

2010-11-12T10:59:00.004+08:00

My night was partly ruined by the epic fact that the gunners actually lost to our arch rivals Tottenham after leading 2-0 over half time! I mean what went wrong, a lack of concentration or simply complacent? We really have to get our acts up guys, if not that's it to our season, again.

But thankfully, the night was slightly revived by a sumptuous supper with Hwee Yon just over at 401 kopitiam. Caught the Liverpool game and was partially motivated to manage them over in Football Manager. They weren't quite there yet but it was a pretty solid performance, both for Liverpool and Robert Green.

Now the most important thing is to concentrate really hard and complete both of my individual projects as well as revising LRFM test!

Big Bang Theory?

2010-11-09T19:13:00.004+08:00

Just the sight of it is enough to....

There was this day, an influx of thoughts, some were divine interventions whereas others were simply there to make the rest look better.

It's always like this isn't it? There are always times like this where we don't know where our beliefs stands. Weird dreams they call it but I'm fine with it though. Intricate yet fascinating. Right, let's encrypt tonight then.

Lost in the world.

2010-10-28T14:39:00.004+08:00

Shag was how I felt,
from the blows they dealt.
Flash light shining brightly as always,
emptiness equipped, alone, gone without a trace.

Be careful they told me,
at the magic hour,
I've never noticed that.

Really don't give a damn.

Hands all over.

2010-10-18T13:41:00.002+08:00

All of a sudden, my 3 months holiday ended and I'm about to return to school after a 9 months break from school. Not anticipating it seriously, I suppose its the same scenario everywhere else.

It's a mixed emotion that's brewing inside because it's already my last semester but just the thought of heading for lectures and tutorials are major turn offs. Army's knocking on my door as well, guess it's time to face it like a man.

Oh well, they're inevitable so yeah. My friends are into entertainment, guess they wanna join entertainment angency in the future. It's good, it doesn't hurt to dream big. I had them too but gave up, not practical enough for me. Stop smoking already since it has been close to 3 years since I've started. I'm glad.

Hip Song rock tonight.

2010-10-02T06:17:00.002+08:00

Clock reads 6:22am. Gosh, it's already morning. Just had supper and Lan with the regulars. Guess it's the holiday hype that's why all of us are yearning for more zombies and late nights.

Soon but not too soon, the holiday's gonna end and start of another semester like the previous few, uninspired ones. Oh well, when the day comes we'll know and as for now, oh wait, think I heard somebody calling me.

Gonna receive some serious satori in my dreams.

So hard to keep her satisfied.

2010-09-30T14:39:00.005+08:00

Time flies and yes, it's already the last day of september. For those who wanted to be woken up by the time it ends, yes today's the day. Didn't realise it till I saw that it has been exactly a month since my last post. Well, many things happened along the way and of course, enjoyed every little bits of it.

Been working at terminal two for the past two months, got my well deserved rest @ Bali last week, like finally. Other than that, things have been pretty mundane, like really boring. Guess I ain't the only feeling that. Travelling seemed to be the only major break through for me this year, and in a blink of an eye, we're three quater past the year.

Sure enough, we've matured and grown up. There are certain things that aren't in place yet but oh well, time's on our side. Enjoyed myself seriously, the people around me are pretty much having the same vibe as they had when we first met.

Keep things that way please.

There's something about the way the street looks when it's just rained

2010-08-30T02:46:00.000+08:00

I'm a new vegetarian1

2010-08-21T02:26:00.002+08:00

Emotional stress is merely a state of mind which people think that they are stress and worried over things that are important, only to realise eventually that they aren't.

It's only human to switch between things that attracts us however in this case of interest conflicting one another. It's kind of tough choosing the things that's interesting and really financially capable.

Damn sucks to be vex over such trival yet essential part of life, oh well, that's growing up. We desire so much yet giving so little.

說了再見

2010-08-17T21:03:00.002+08:00

Haven't been around for quite some time, thought I'll hardly come back and yes, I was right. Has been busy with things recently that explains my disappearance from blog but oh well, all is fine and fantastic at the moment!

The month went off perfectly with the "Les Trio" finalising our Bali trip! We're definitely going there on the 21st and returning on 28th amigos! I love working at Terminal 2!

Obviously

2010-07-31T21:34:00.004+08:00

It's more than a known fact that shit happens and there is nothing we can do about it, that's life they say. Recent events have made several significant changes to my life. Maybe they are true.

Decisions, decisions. What's new?

'Cause obviously,
She's out of my league
But how can I win
She keeps draggin' me in and
I know I never will be good enough for her.

No, no
Never will be good enough for her.
Gotta escape now

I've escaped already.

Servants.

2010-07-30T01:31:00.004+08:00

Can't deny, I'm very afraid of truth itself. Not like I'm new to such ideas but who's fine with them. They're little devils that thrive under pressure. You, who tend to escape when you face them, will realise that whatever you try to aviod, will huant you one of these days.

Thorns, thorns. They tarnish the image that we have for roses but yet, what can we do without them? Without them, you'll prolly not realise how beautiful things are protective of themselves. You'll probably die a loner one day.

Well, this logic is identical in dealing with childish adults that we meet in our everyday lifes. Thought to oneself :"have you really grown up? Seriously, makes me wonder."

Dotz, dotz & more dotz.

Fearless

2010-07-28T21:57:00.002+08:00

They exclaimed :"Boy, in our place, you play with the rules."
We thought :"Seriously? What do you know about rules & regulations"

The one simple rule is that everybody loves a rebel. At times we all need a break, a break from this environment that we're in. It's probably time for that change. That's why I opt for the new environment.

P.S. Last 2 days!

That's life.

2010-07-10T03:48:00.003+08:00

They say that all sufferings began from a simple attachment to any thing. Can be a place, a person or even a thing. As long as there are memories along with it. Kudos to that and probably because we needed a change. There's nothing wrong with changes, especially for a moment like this.

Bruises cover your arms

2010-07-03T01:27:00.003+08:00

Wow, it has been almost a week since my last post. Well probably because it's the last month of my internship and of course, as I would have expected, shits starts pilling up.

What to do? The only thing we can do is to give a grin and endure these shits given by officials who possibly lack teenage years, teenage experience. Vulgarities are really coming out of my mouth because of these shit. Seriously, who says it's going to be easy.

There's too many heartaches around me, I really can't wait for time to past by and we return to school, with stories of our own experience and I won't mention this part. Really to me it's just a fucking waste of time & call me ignorant or whatever please you, I think there's something wrong up there with you guys. Thus organizing such ridiculous events can please your need for 'fun', you guys are a pathetic lot.

& really, what was with the 'sexy image' that you guys wants the girls to portray? What the fuck is going through your mind when you made those comments. I do understand that we're paid for these but seriously, sexy? Why not your mum coming to portray it for all of us and see if our anger will cease. Seriously _|_ you guys.

27 more days, just you wait.

Nutmeg!

2010-06-26T22:51:00.000+08:00

While working at zoo these past months, I sort of forgotten that I was there for my internship because really, it felt nothing of that. Except when I receive my regular $550 pay check.

Down to my final month over there already. Still considering whether I should stay or not but really, nothing is finalized yet. At times, in life, we couldn't see what's in front of us until you notice a difference but couldn't tell just what's missing. That's when you're really missing it and looking silly.

雨下一整晚,你撑把小纸伞

2010-06-25T00:38:00.001+08:00

白杨木
影子被拉长
像我对你的思念走不完

原来我从未习惯
你已不在我

身旁.

Beevers.

2010-06-23T01:58:00.003+08:00

They:"What were you trying to do?"
Me:"I've no idea."
They:"What were you trying to prove?"

What was I trying to prove there? I stood there, in a state of amazement, wondering if those words were true. Wondering if they were meant for me. Talk to me when I'm a lot more sober because only then will I know what we are talking about.

I would call you up every Saturday night
And we both stayed out till the morning light
And we sang, "Here we go again"
And though time goes by
I will always be there for you, always be there.

Knitting some thing for you is a enjoyable.

2010-06-18T00:52:00.002+08:00

That's why they mentioned that only at the moment when you loses some thing of great importance, will you finally understand its standing in your life. What a shame, why wait for some thing that important slip off your fingers when its here, as always?

What a shame.

The take over, the break's over.

2010-06-14T23:21:00.001+08:00

I enjoy talking to you, slacking with you, joking with you, playing with you and just eating with you. But I'm unsure of certain things, I've no idea how to come clean with it.

You've got nothing to lose, don't be afraid to get down.

Get it enough.

2010-06-12T01:45:00.002+08:00

They are content with simple, little pleasures in life. Content with loneliness as well. They thought that they've shrugged off and are living in happiness from now onwards but how wrong they were. Another heartbreak's coming their way, coming their way.

They'd never sing of love if it does not exist.

Now it kills me, to hear you say the simple things.

2010-06-09T01:26:00.004+08:00

Dearest ( ),

Some says that I'm on the highway to hell, I really couldn't agree more to their remarks. I thought I was going nuts but after today, I'm pretty calm and steady, every thing's thrown out of my miserable little frame of mind.

It's not right, not okay to continue being this way that I've been for the past few days, especially.. It's been months and I've finally let it go, throughly. I'm glad, really delighted. I'm starting to understand that it was more of a mutual thing and it's never gonna be the same. I like the way things are now and thank you for every little sacrifice you made, they didn't went by unnoticed.

Yours affectionately,
Me.

The Swan.

2010-06-02T22:51:00.002+08:00

There was this girl who once did mean stuffs to me, or rather a group of us, a very close group, told me that she believes in karma, I sincere wondered whether she really understand what she was saying.

But I believed her, especially after making such a dubious and unconvincing remark, because I think that one would only make such comments after experiencing it.

You're such a pretty face it's more than pleasing to the eyes.

Bali bali barley bali Bali.

2010-06-01T20:46:00.000+08:00

The life of a rebel, who is to judge whether such acts of treachery are even right or wrong to begin with? Ever heard of the legendary "Bonnie & Clyde" story? They are not, of the slightest, afraid of the law or even what others think of them.

Think it's better to face such things with a sense of poise and rationality.

"I don't know, I just don't know."

2010-05-29T00:03:00.000+08:00

Gosh.

She had some troubles with herself. He was always there to help her. She never belonged to you, technically speaking. You want to make her feel beautiful, make her secure, it doesn't matter anymore.

It's not always rainbows and butterflies. I know you wanna make her feel beautiful and it really doesn't matter anymore, doesn't matter no more. I guess she hopes that you can stop trying so hard to say good bye.

She whispered:"Please don't try so hard to say good bye"

I guess that we all have to come to this conclusion that nothing last forever. Flames to dust, lovers to friends, all good things, will eventually, come to an inevitable end.

Livin' on the prayer.

2010-05-24T20:29:00.005+08:00

The past is a really scary, deep pit hole that can easily engulf you in it's wilderness. One wrong move and the next thing you know is that you're in this crazy little emotional state that people find it frightening.

While we're involve in this chitty chat about our future, about what we want to do after our internships or about our respective travel destinations, it is definitely a known fact that there are people suffering.Even in our country - Singapore.

But of course, like I've said, without suffering, there is no compassion, even for ourselves. If there weren't suffering around the world, we wouldn't have known how fortunate we are. The educations we received, the futures we have, the living environments we're staying in now and the plans we intend to implement.

Speaking of that, recently I went out with several of my course mates and were talking about what are some of the possible courses we want to go for after we officially graduate coming next May. I do have several ideas right now but I'm pretty sure, me being 100% me, will surely be picky over the choices that are available.

Alright, enough of this unbelievably long post on seemingly nonsense. Oh well, it's after all my personal blog, my personal space to disclose every inch of my doubts, beliefs, rants & whines or even intimate affairs. I miss you all of a sudden.

New Impression.

2010-05-19T01:09:00.004+08:00

Stress can be a positive or negative source of motivation. One can be intensively spurred to work towards a target or better-than-before result under the right amount of stress and pressure.

One last thing to add on, respect works both ways so please. Do what is appropriate.

Sunday Morning.

2010-05-16T18:47:00.003+08:00

They say without suffering there is no space for compassion. To certain extend that is pretty true but in a 'perfect & ideal' world, non of us wanna be in that position to be considered as - suffering. Suffering is everywhere, from every corner of the city, the world.

On a lighter note, I just had a section outing recently and it was great. All that chit chatting and gossiping.

She's having my baby =/

2010-05-14T23:51:00.002+08:00

you left your words hanging at your tongue,
what are you implying.
standing in front of me,
I can't see the city lights clearly.

Memory doesn't means anything,
saying some thing special now,
Can't change a thing.
Oh, can't change nothing.

It disappears, it vanishes.

2010-05-12T00:45:00.001+08:00

Hey folks,

It's 12/05/2010, which also means that I'm half way through my Student Internship Program at Singapore Zoo yo. Life's there fine not to mention the stress i initially had when I started my duties there.

Everyday was a struggle for me, not now anymore. I'm glad that things are getting better but the bottles of Heineken are still there.

My trumpet's Stacy

2010-04-28T00:30:00.002+08:00

Different people have different concerns and ideas and we have to accept it. We have to accept that despite the difference we once had the same goal, the same target. But that was all history. You were the only exception and now, you're no different from any of them.

I still feel it. I don't understand. Guess it's merely a crazy thought that shouldn't be there but I can't help it. It's supposed to be gone already, right?

I miss you so much, Stacy. But it's over.

Till death do us part.

2010-04-24T23:24:00.003+08:00

The past three days have been incredible. Simply slack off the entire three consecutive off days with online movies, hanging out at lan shops playing battle field and supper sessions. Love it :)

Watched several films online, like I've mentioned previously, some notable ones are like "The Bounty Hunter", "Forgetting Sarah Marshall" and the list goes on & on. But seriously, I'm in love with these movies with catchy, mushy lines, actings and plot. Especially this show - Camille. I was really attracted by the red hair in the first place in the trailer but slowly I'm into that wretched couple! A man, together with his dead bride man.

Oh well, he wasn't that into her in the first place but was touched by her sincerity and so was I. What can I say? Pulled my heartstrings man.

oh, baby.

2010-04-18T22:17:00.003+08:00

I enjoy thinking deep while I'm lying on my bed. Thinking of all the good times we had and just smile like a complete idiot, sometimes even laughed to myself. But oh well, we've changed and it's pointless thinking of the past for we should always look forward.

Tomorrow's my 6th week at Zoo retail shop. I've really enjoyed myself, all thanks to my colleague there, making things really comfortable. Was listening to 98.7 & really, blink 182's "I miss you" really sounded fantastic even after years.

Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head, I miss you X.

Not a loner.

2010-04-10T09:36:00.000+08:00

You may say Im a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope some day you'll join us
And the world will live as one

Prayers.

2010-04-06T00:53:00.000+08:00

you taught me to have compassion and faith. Now please, give me some directions.

uh huh change.

2010-03-25T22:45:00.000+08:00

"One must learn to be content, it's so important"

Killing floor

2010-03-24T04:56:00.000+08:00

Wow! Today's a very unique day & I have to say it was truly a day well spent! Went out early with my boys, Kervin & Hwee Yon, to the legendary Indonesian Embassy yo! Reason's pretty simple, to extend the indon prince's passport :)

The trip there was F**K up. It's almost impossible to get in because it's like "I don't even know where" kind of area dude! But oh well, we still made it through this ordeal.

Then to Park Lane, aka Paradiz Centre, for some awesome zombie killing man! Was introduced to this game - Killing Floor & BANG! We were so addicted to it man! The graphics are ok but what's really fun from "Left4Dead 1/2" is the fact that the game itself is much more challenging (difficulty), there are loads of nice weapons uh. & The zombies are so cute!

Other games included - Call of Duty (world at war baby!)

Aww, I'm working tomorrow.. Well can't complain much because I've already rested for two freaking days but of course, the count down reads 130 days!

True Blessing.

2010-03-22T14:37:00.004+08:00

Are you hollow man?

"Where can I purchase more time & energy?" Hah!

Internship begun exactly a week ago, damn! We (Shirlyn, Joe & me) were so tired throughout the whole entire week man seriously! But of course, always look on the bright side, it's 5 days work-week at least & the pay is pitifully $50 more than the rest! & we're 19 weeks to heaven.

People there's pretty fun & outgoing, thumb's up for them. However yeah, there'll always be individuals who always puts on this irritating front who treats you as if you're "Hollow man"! but argh. Just hope they won't complain any of us to the supervisor or manager!

Alright that's all for the moment, sleeping time sup. Ciao outside!

I was wrong yo.

2010-03-19T06:21:00.000+08:00

Their first dance song!

Heartfelt, heartache.

2010-03-14T01:15:00.000+08:00

Confessions of a friend.

2010-03-11T04:56:00.001+08:00

(A group gay picture of us)
Woot!

I think I'm such a noob tp student because many of my course mates already know the trick to check results even before it's out! & of course other 'stylo milo' tricks uh. So as soon as I learn about the trick there, I tried it out & bang! I passed everything! Repeat after me - EVERYTHING.

How nice is that?

Important modules like Mice, accounting and even my stupid cds - Business Chinese! I mean, I'm really grateful to the lecturer, Mr Wang Yong! Bravo! Speaking of these results, I really thought I would fail accounting because of all the stupid careless mistakes I made but oh well, it's already over, the results are almost* out, I passed, that's it, full stop.

Next up, I think/believe/feel that I've come to the end of the road after 7 years of interest. That's it. Yay (Y)

Hope you there, passed with flying colors :)

If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

2010-03-09T02:33:00.001+08:00

Such a beautiful song!

Multimedia.

2010-03-04T03:34:00.002+08:00

No doubt it's a tough decision to make but seriously, I'm glad I've made that decision. Great! Tomorrow's Thursday, that means I've exactly 4 days to prepare. This four days' gonna be the toughest days after such a long break.

you once told me you were the epitome.

2010-02-25T02:19:00.002+08:00

Girls' Generation

2010-02-22T02:44:00.002+08:00

They say that talent only takes you this far, but hard work will bring you further. I think I'm rather indecisive & crazy, naive and maybe a little bit of insanity were displayed at times. Can't help but think that I'm really very immature.

I'm sorry =/

The greatest - Cat Power \m/_

2010-02-20T03:01:00.003+08:00

趁时间没发觉, 让我带着你离开
没有了证明, 没有了空虚,
基於两种立场我会罩着你.

趁时间没发觉, 让我带着你离开.
这不是顽固, 这不是逃避,
没人绑着你走才快乐.

$288 painting.

2010-02-17T04:33:00.002+08:00

Too beautiful not to share with you guys. aww ♥ Tiffany :)

髮如雪

2010-02-14T02:06:00.004+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to all!

It has been a fantastic week so far, distinction(& also the best group) for culi's execuation week! Great team work there by us, really have to admit this semester's the best I've ever had in TP. Definitely gonna miss it once we go for our SIP.

Went to Chinatown with my section mates. The place was filled with people yo! but at the same time, not a lot of stuffs were worth buying except for food of course. Like the german sausages & fruit jellys aka. 果冻.

Exam's coming, it's the study week cum CNY week. Things are gonna get hectic I can foreeeeeee-see that! but it's ok, everything's under control :) On second thought, I really do hope that pokerstrategy can give me the $50 that I'm entitled to, so that I can start my poker journey!

But before that, Nuovo Anno Cinese Felice! & 愉快的情人节!

I'll rattle your bones!

2010-02-09T20:32:00.000+08:00

Before I start, just wanna say "I'VE SURVIVED 17 WEEKS OF SSM!".

My last week of this semester started in splendid fashion! Not only did we(service @ sugarloaf) hit the target of $1,500, I personally felt that the operation was smooth despite the comments received wasn't too welcoming.

But generally, it was just another operation.

My results this semester wasn't as bad as I thought it would in the first place either, both Cs for BESE & SSM(55%), which was average. But oh well, this semester's ending and should really strive to pull up my GPA! Argh =/

To top things off, I'm really enjoying myself with my peers more often nowadays!

Super Stardom!

2010-02-05T21:10:00.000+08:00

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you've got me so hypnotised.

2010-02-02T23:00:00.002+08:00

Never in a million years would I thought this day will come. But oh well, since it's here, I guess it's curtain close. I certainly felt the immediate relieve of stress, burden and responsibility. Like the great man before me said before, "rocks" are the most important thing in life, they are your priorities.

Rocks - Family, health, friends and your passion.

Flight of The Bumble Bee.

2010-01-30T13:41:00.001+08:00

Practice. Practice & more practice. Patience is the key, really.

2010-01-29T23:32:00.000+08:00

What others think of you is not important, what's important is how you view yourself. It's definitely easier said than done. All this while I thought that by consistantly improving is the way to gain respect among all you haters out there but I was wrong.

full stop.

2010-01-20T00:20:00.002+08:00

It's so difficult to bid good bye.... I don't want it to end....

Meet me half way.

2010-01-18T23:56:00.003+08:00

She said that I'm only capable of making her happy with gifts. I don't agree with that stand. Are you really happy if I'm no longer around. That statement she made, made me felt so small & inferior in her life, somewhat unappreciated. I hope she can read this and understand that everything I did or said was for the best of her.

My reactions to her, in a dress, was perceived negatively, but that also shows me that she's concern of how i view or think of her. I took a moment too long to reply her that's because I was uncomfortable with her in a short skirt. I didn't like it but if she's happy with it, I'm convinced. I love her so much, too much.

Once I read from a book, "To love somebody, before learning how to hold on to them, we must learn to let them go." Is that true? I'm sure, damn sure, it's not. I will prove it, by force is definitely not the way.

I love her & only her. This relatationship is too important.

Alter

2010-01-18T01:55:00.002+08:00

Saying sorry, or apologising, does not mean that you're wrong or justifying. But simply means that you care about your relationship with that person more than your own ego.

I (L) You

2010-01-14T03:25:00.000+08:00

When a quarrel we had needs mending,
does it mean that our love is ending?
Darling, I need you, lately I find
you're out of my heart,
and I'm out of my mind.

Let our hearts take wings
round midnight, midnight.
Let the angels sing,
for your returning,
till our love is safe and sound
and old midnight comes around.

Round Midnight

2010-01-12T23:57:00.000+08:00

I will never understand. It's just you being the original you. you suck.

Not while I'm around.

2010-01-08T01:50:00.000+08:00

Demons are prowling everywhere, nowadays,
I'll send 'em howling,
I don't care, I got ways.

No one's gonna hurt you,
No one's gonna dare.
Others can desert you,
Not to worry, whistle, I'll be there.

When Worlds Collide.

2010-01-01T03:04:00.003+08:00

天青色等烟雨, 而我在等你
炊烟袅袅昇起, 隔江千万里
在瓶底书汉隶仿前朝的飘逸, 就当我
为遇见你伏笔.

天青色等烟雨, 而我在等你
月色被打捞起, 晕开了结局
如传世的青花瓷自顾自美丽, 你眼带笑意.

Requiem.

2009-12-20T01:11:00.003+08:00

X'mas is again around the corner and this year, we're celebrating over at my place man. The tree & everything's here, including all the Mise En Place ingredients for the festive dinner on the eve itself :D

It's gonna be big this year, very different from last year in terms of the leisure activities we gonna have. Mahjong, L4D2, dota & movies whatever.

Everybody's changing & I don't feel the same.

Virtual Insanity in a very very mad world.

2009-12-15T06:31:00.000+08:00

See, it's a crazy world we're living in
And I just can't see that half of us immersed in sin
Is all we have to give these

Futures made of virtual insanity
now always seem, to be governed by this love we have
For useless, twisting, our new technology
Oh now there is no sound for we all live underground!

And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I ever had
I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very very,
Mad world, Mad world

you're so good at the things you do!

2009-11-18T00:28:00.002+08:00

More & more weird people everywhere,
doing weird stuffs,
making weird remarks.

That's strange?

Jay's status appear.

2009-11-05T00:32:00.002+08:00

Now you want to be free, so I'm letting you fly.
Cause I know in my heart babe, our love will never die.

You'll always be a part of me, I'm part of you indefinitely.
Girl don't you know you can't escape me.
oh darling cause you'll always be my baby.

I know that you'll be back girl.
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder.
I know that, you'll be right back.
Oh, baby believe me it's only a matter of time.

Because time cant erase a feeling this strong.

The Beatles Forever.

2009-10-30T13:45:00.000+08:00

"Hey Jude, don't make it bad.
Take a sad song and make it better.
Remember to let her into your heart,
Then you can start to make it better.

Try to see it my way,
Do I have to keep on talking till I can't go on?
While you see it your way,
Run the risk of knowing that our love may soon be gone.
We can work it out,
We can work it out.

Michelle, ma belle
These are words that go together well
My Michelle

Michelle, ma belle
Sont les mots qui vont tres bien ensemble
Tres bien ensemble

I love you, I love you, I love you
That's all I want to say
Until I find a way
I will say the only words I know that
You'll understand.

Ah, look at all the lonely people
Ah, look at all the lonely people,

All the lonely people
Where do they all come from ?
All the lonely people
Where do they all belong ?"

Boomz!

2009-10-22T00:26:00.004+08:00

"And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back"

I'm pretty glad that every thing that's happening nowadays are smooth after some recent unhappy events. No doubts that everybody's at fault for what had happened but I'm sure non of us wanted that to happen.

Anyway this is suppose to be a happy post. So first up, had culinary science today. As usual, Baron's the funny/lame guy of the class. Can't forget his 'toss'! Next is the cutting of various types of veggies. For example carrots, onions and etc..

A couple of my classmates actually hurt themselves so have to be really careful when handling knifes! Then we end at 4.15pm around there, went home, took a shower and left for school (again) for band.

Practiced "Machu Picchu" today. Have to admit its a very very challenging piece for both me and my section but I've faith. I know we can play it well, just a pity some people don't share the same views as me.

The year's concert will bring mix feelings for me. I've never thought that servicing can be of so much fun and I'm probably numb from whatever's happening inside the room. Perhaps the interest is not there anymore and we're there because of our individual responsibility.

This coming concert will end everything. Hopefully, farewell guys.

Cocoberry.

2009-10-10T15:27:00.004+08:00

Changes are inevitable. They can prove to be beneficial or harmful in the future but for now, I've no idea what's gonna happen. Anyways, I'm pretty positive about the future and what lies ahead. Often changes requires sacrifices and a lot of understanding from those affected by the changes.

Recently, there's so many happenings in my life that really made me "grow up/mature" in a split second. Despite me working as a part time, quite a couple of customers actually know me and they praise me (as well as shook hands). I kinda think that they're drunk or something but oh well, think it as a compliment!

Next up. I'm changing my approach towards the band and my section. But i feel that I'm starting to give up on them. Maybe i should take a break.

Hotel, Motel & Holiday Inn.

2009-10-03T06:55:00.009+08:00

"Tie A Yellow Ribbon Round the Old Oak Tree"

Good morning fellow earthlings,

No doubt it has been a long time so long that its hard to even mention in the first place. But things are so different from when i just started, definitely.

This coming Sunday, 4th of October, will be the Zoo performance at 3pm. Its a performance put up by the Temasek Polytechnic Concert Band. My attendance for this holiday's the worst possible attendance any individual can have! Attending like 3-4 practice or even lesser. Well, many things corked up all of a sudden and 24hrs a day is seriously not enough!

But I supposed that even with 48 hrs a day, I will most probably be sleeping for 12hrs haha! Oh well, if they accept me to performance for them despite the poor attendance, I will definately give my 200% (I will dig out the extra 100% from my pocket).

Next up, some thing really special for just me and sayang. Well I'm not supposed to let the cat out of the bag on my blog guys, so you just have to wait for the pictures man!

Alright, its pretty early right now, its 0703 hours. Sleeping time!

Rock & Rock loser.

2009-09-16T12:17:00.002+08:00

I gotta feeling, that this week's gonna be a good week. However its gonna be a busy week, as well!

You guys won't see me during band, in sch or anywhere. Not because I want to but because I need to fulfill my promises. Till then, we will meet again before then zoo performance I'm sure i will attend band at least once.

Ciaozzxzxzx

There will be an answer..

2009-09-11T04:21:00.001+08:00

"When I find myself in times of trouble
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be."

She gave me the best solution.

"And in my hour of darkness
She is standing right in front of me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be."

She make sure that I understand.

Evil Dead.

2009-09-07T10:58:00.000+08:00

I'm always trying to find reasons for every decisions I've made but recently there are a lot of different temptations and no doubt they are leading me away from my original desires.

But the fact being that I've too much restrictions. I've to admit these restrictions were created from the poor decisions from the past and now I've to make everything right.

I guess i will just stick to a thing at a time.

Army of Darkness

2009-09-04T11:56:00.005+08:00

I'm a better player now.

Like a castle, build upon a sandy beach. Gone too soon. It seems like our dear Michael's finally getting his final resting place, I'm happy for him after years of struggling. It has never been easy for him, all that turmoil and lawsuits. Tsk life's never easy I should say when you're one of the rich and famous.

Alright.

Life's been so far so good but of course, there are sacrifices along the way. An event's coming up, same repertoiress as before. I must make sure I nail it perfectly so as to justify that I'm not losing my touches & that I'm better than the other 'David'.

It's a secret.... Shhhh

2009-08-26T22:10:00.003+08:00

Me & Mrs. Jones,
We got a thing going on.
We both know that it's wrong
but it's much too wrong,
to let it go now.

We meet every day at the same cafe,
Six-Thirty and no one knows she will be there.
Holding hands, making all kinds of plans.
While the juke box play our favourite songs.

We gotta be extra careful.

Minuman Sarang Burung

2009-08-24T00:06:00.003+08:00

These few days were quite unproductive, I was either working or spending time away like literally. It's my first time working a night job. I have to say it's seriously not easy to cope with the changes in time.

One moment, you're sleeping at 6am. The next thing you know, you wake up on the same day and heading to work again. But the pay's good, at least to me, at this stage of my life being 18 years of age.

Today i suddenly have this realization. Which is the fact that by saying 'yes', we're in fact opening ourselves to so much more opportunities(which is the idea behind the movie 'yes man') in life! So i shall start saying yes to more things.

Shall start with .....

P.S. I just realise that band resume on 31st of August. (Y)

678-999-8212

2009-08-13T06:12:00.004+08:00

This legend, a trumpet Maestro, remain as my top idol.
Maynard Ferguson.

My work place is Bellini Grande.
It is a modern day supper club.
I work there as a part timer.
That place is damn graceful & hip at the same time.
You will feel like you're in the mix of retro/classic & 21st century.
How cool is that?

I like the bands there.
They're better known as "Bellini House Band" & "5 series".
They're highly talented.
They're highly musical.
They're the best jazz band in S'pore I should say.

They inspire me.
They reminded me why I'm working there (although they don't have a trumpeter there).
They reminded me that I'm working there because of:

1. The money.
2. The unique night life.
3. Still the money.

They showed me what it mean by performing in front of crowds & at the same time, arousing them with their music.

They're cool.
I like them.
(Y)

Practice more.

2009-08-08T14:21:00.003+08:00

Singaporeans cannot be praised. That's a fact. Because once you praise them, they get proud & think that they're damn good. But in fact they're not. So guys, please don't praise me anymore. I'm a Singaporean!

Practice more. Give me 2 months.

Let's get the fundamentals right!

START WITH LONG NOTES.

Danny Boy

2009-08-07T01:59:00.001+08:00

"Oh Danny boy, the pipes, the pipes are calling
From glen to glen, and down the mountain side
The summer's gone, and all the roses falling
'This you, 'this you must go and I must bide.
But come ye back when summer's in the meadow
Or when the valley's hushed and white with snow
'This I'll be here in sunshine or in shadow
Oh Danny boy, oh Danny boy, I love you so."

Sunkist Orange Juice

2009-08-06T15:00:00.003+08:00

Me & my section. Damn they improve so much, made me feel successful as well. I always think I'm some kind of manager, leading a team of young guys (Arsenal)

Yesterday was the lunch box. Quite tired though, slept at 4am wake up at 8. The performance in a whole was quite a success i should say despite the fact that the crowd seem to be lesser than previous performances we had.

The solo(s) that i had was bad, real bad. Got really nervous, poor air control, hand shaking. But like what i always say, it's a performance to learn, so grab every chance to performance. If i haven't grab this change to play 4 solo, i probably won't learn how to effectively prepare myself for a solo. (Y)

Bottom line is: Practice more often, the correct way.

The 7th Night Of July.

2009-08-01T02:38:00.004+08:00

Do you understand?

Silence in the air can be disturbing at times but the act of thinking is so vulnerable that many fail to appreciate. Listening to music, while reading a book can of the simplest yet the most fulfilling act of self enrichment.

Many times people misunderstood me. That's perfectly fine. Without darkness, one can never truly understand the importance of light.

It's fine :)

Lunch time performance.

2009-07-30T00:52:00.003+08:00

Enough said.

Only until everything is over then we'll learn. Not bad though the content of the chat we had. Modesty is the language we use nowadays but the hard work and glory was what we earned in the past. Ah fuck it, why so emotional? Be glad that it's over, look forward!

Who could really blame you?

2009-07-29T13:47:00.003+08:00

"When you walked through the door
It was clear to me
You’re the one they adore, who they came to see
You’re a... rock star
Everybody wants you
Player... Who could really blame you
We're the ones who made you"

Still don't give a fuck.

2009-07-23T01:24:00.003+08:00

I gotta feeling,
that tonight's gonna be a good night.

Indeed, it was a night well spent. Despite our various differences, we still managed to built a rapport among us. I love you :D

Anyway, recently I had a chat with my care-person. It was quite a long chat but trust me she did enlighten me on many many things. Her experience in life is vast and very rewarding to listen to.

I'm heading route A. No regrets.

Rebel Yell with coke.

2009-07-17T02:18:00.001+08:00

After doing this particular thing for about a month or so, I suddenly had a change in target. Which I think is quite cool. Never to judge or look down on something for we are not as good as well. So yeah, hopefully I can get in, EVENTUALLY.

Future Tokyo Kosei Wind's Trumpeter (like real)

2009-07-15T13:02:00.004+08:00

Many people are unaware of this but in fact they have strong influencing power among their peers, depending on which organisation they belong to. When i started learning the trumpet, there ain't much good players around but it's only then when I joined TP band then I actually had an idea of what other bands are doing.

It inspired me. And dude, you had all the damn cool recordings from Tokyo Kosei. Now that's GAY!

Alright, I shall start practicing with the 3c mouthpieces. To be a pro, you have to act like one. HAHA

"Just Don't Give A Fuck"

2009-07-14T21:09:00.001+08:00

Well the title is a song by Eminem. I always fancy his songs because his lyrics are not the common kind you hear from songs. They are expressions of how he felt towards the society.

And now that's how I feel. Just don't give a fuck.

ABC.

2009-07-13T01:44:00.001+08:00

I'm having this mix emotions in me right now, in fact for the past few days. It's like you really want to do this, you heart wanted you to do this but you mind simply rejects the idea because you have this thing in you and it's called responsibility.

I simply can't take the risk.

Stanley

2009-07-11T16:02:00.003+08:00

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering,
why I got out of bed at all.
The morning rain clouds up my window,
but I can't see at all.
Even if I could, it'd all be gray but you picture's on my wall.
It reminds me that it's not so bad,
it's not bad.

Dream on.

2009-07-09T02:55:00.005+08:00

"Sing with me, sing for the years
Sing for the laughter, sing for the tears
Sing with me, if its just for today
Maybe tomorrow the good lord will take you away"

Recently, things have been roller coaster rides for me. There are so many crazy asses everywhere in Singapore. It's insane how they can actually believe things that don't even exist. Things simply sucks this week, from dealing with crazy shits to the death of the king of pop, Michael Jackson.

The thing about him that really earn my respect is the level of difficulty, not for his dancemoves, but his songs. Take a look at "Gone Too Soon" or even "Beat It". It's that damn tough to sing his songs well.

That's why he's irreplacable. And we should really thank him for all the things he has done, all the charity work, all the donations and the "WOW!" that he gave us. I can only think of one reason for his shock departure from us. The Lord needed him more than we need him :D

Rest well, Michael.